1. I know how to love in such a deep and profoundly important way. my love is life-altering and important, and like honey its honesty and thickness can heal you. I think it scares people, how fiercely I love and how intensely it affects them.
2. I need to do better.
3. I need to do better.
4. I need to surround myself with more radical people. I am capable of more radical politics and I wanna push myself there, and challenge myself to do better.
sick, lonely, love, needing to pee, sorrow, rage, sleepy, in limbo, nurturing, unreciprocated, grief, frustration, a little cold.